Are you interested in fashion? Do you enjoy fashion. I really enjoy fashion a lot. I always wanted to be a model or a fashion designer. Unfortunately, I haven\’t been able to do either. I was really unhappy about it. I went to art school and I kept thinking that maybe I would be an actress or a model or a fashion designer, because I enjoy making clothes for dolls and then also for newborns and then also for little kids. Then I thought that since I\’m good at this and I also have a lot of people who want me to make fashion for them, I thought that maybe I could be a fashion designer or a model.
I tried to do some auditions and I also went to different casting calls, but unfortunately I never really caught on. I was really very unhappy about it. Except I had offers for some commercials and for movies, but this wouldn\’t have appealed to me at all. I wouldn\’t have enjoyed it if I was an actress in a TV show, for example. But if I was a model in a commercial, I wasn\’t into that at all. I was into fashion and I wanted to be a fashion designer. I must have tried that a few times, but unfortunately, fashion design didn\’t work out either and I was really unhappy about it. My brother and my mom told me not to make a big deal out of it, that I was really really smart and to stick with what I was good at and what I was doing.
And what I\’m doing is I\’m still in art college, it\’s my second art school. I said to myself that maybe this will work out the third time, maybe the third time I\’ll be a fashion designer or a model. But I\’m not giving up at all. I keep going to different castings or maybe I send my work to different art studios and I tell myself that maybe one day it will work out. Maybe it will come out at a time when I really least expect it, who knows what else fate will bring me. But there are a lot of women who are interested in fashion and would like to work in the fashion industry, but maybe they don\’t get to do that either.
